I'd probably drop all my sorts of whining and addiction, that's because 'm currently engage into a slagging-butt-harsh and prim-like nature of work. It is definitely out of my comfort zone, just for a fact that crashing into one's worthy effort of earning and so piling up the bum issue I had.. Simply tagged me as one of the 'callboy virgins'.

So I had a drastic change which connoisseurs me to nothing but an empty being.. and that's a completely brain bleach. My senses are not working for this job, yet a super numb or should I say clutch of dumb?

A little good thing is poking around and smashing those hits of some eye brawls for eye candies..[eeeeek. ]

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..and as they've said... 'Now You Kno?'

Currently 'm out of the bliss, inconsistent and sober, Unsatisfied of what of my situation is baring at the very moment.

[I] am simply frustrated... but still tryin' to enjoy the waste I have.
...what i mean is...


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B-U-M

Congratulations Batch 2009! Should I be happy or Am I a shalt of damped-ass? Dated on the 16th of May our batch will be staging a commencement at the SM Mall of Asia, Centerstage (not sure of xact venue) where all graduating students are looking forward to. On a fucker note, my presumptions of marching the grounds are yet to fulfill but due cohesvie ample of crappy works I might dated the course of October-bliss?

Most likely ppl had this habit of turning a cult of random stories, questions, thoughts and even news.. yes even news! A hawed nifty views; if there's one to praise of course there's one that shouldn't be!

Apparently, this is my first Friday to mark a piece of good deed... a first Friday that I intended to see all my subjects and spend some time to rut for my studies. WeeHee!

Unfortunately of instances that I spark a record of spontaneity it was still a hit of surprise that before you should enjoy each and every day.. there are still a last straw of hates and bitches!

I ran through my first class in the morning which is Project Management, discussing some issues abt our proposed exhibit, it's theme, concept and other related stuff to hit. On a wrong state of bill, a hunch of ppl errand some words to say but couldn't spiel and defend the will in remains of good objectivity. I hate to say this.. but it really sounded so OTH to me.

Anyway.. there's still tmw to stare a good flow of chatting, while other classes was just okay, pretty fine and engaging (a bit!) to end the day.

But the best thing I rift today? It would be my rough concept for the portfolio, I look upon my professor to ream some consultation and as of what she said it was a pretty good punch indeed! I just have to work on that certain style. It's kinda absurd at a first look and dwelling into different eye of artisan.

So what's the bad crust of the day?

Here it is... I was checking my mail and doing the usual habit of multitasking... a court of anxiety and heart pounding issues , it was a bit slurry the moment I received these FW email, subject replied as a confirmation of someones death!?!? Geez if t'was only a fitch of rumor... then I decided to scroll down, scan all these random steal of condolences, and yet to my surprise a flow of unexpected mails comes through, rumor is not a rumor anymore!

One of the most endearing and active member of these exclusive group for PLU was caught on his last eminence. According to some reports, which apparently been published in a local strand of tabloid sheets. Shawks, I really felt sorry for this guy... he's one of the nicest member of the group and few of those good ppl I'm pretty much familiar, even if it's just an online ooze.

As of most ppl have said.. were praying' for the good of you soul.. for the love and justice of you fellow, may you rest in peace CHITOISM.

Slowly but surely.. I feel like a freaking blurb crossing the stream of infamous labels in graphic and media design.

Hence I sort-out some smashing splat ideas for my creative portfolio... and it all lies in a thinking, will [i] be able to smash it to date? then will see.


Any reason of some bitch and pieces... I randomly organized my scheduled for the next running weeks, and so the forthcoming doesn't seem to care? Kidding! Anyhow.. some fringes are aiming high but my standards are letting me to absurd each and every effing assets I should have - that means I have to lay-off my skills and spin some competitive drive! woot woot!

I'm luring a peg between fashion/art/photography... it was kinda raw, dead, and a bit of clichéd. But hey! I know before the term ends.. I can pull-it-off-baby! Somehow I directed a good concept and towards the end of the week, yet the end of the month.. db is ready to share some preview! Not a horribly done space of junk!

Earlier I drop at SB office, to sign the Freelancer's/Photographer's Contract for my share of work.. it was so surreal but fun at the same time. I'm pretty much excited how they accepted my proposal to work with them for my portfolio... and these means there's no reason for me slack and spit some ass of shitty work! Abrasive yet a good share of accolades.

Apparently, aside from my dainty looks which wasn't that okay, and hell out of these commute thing! One thing that ppl noticed abt me specially Renee was... my growing moustache.. watta! It's kinda freaking 'cause I supposed to shaved it but due to some excessive addiction of watching some encore series... I went to skewl late and bum.. it roled me off to a date of absence!

So the whole afternoon I stayed, I was a bit shame and quirky.. just because of my growing mous' but mean to sure that on Thursday she won;t be seeing this beard again!